My body is MY BODY!

In a society were looks are basically everything, I don't have them. I hear the words you're hot, cute, sexy, or whatever, but in my eyes I think I'm good looking, but not hot or sexy.


Skin and Color:
Well I am basically pale compared to my family. I tan sometimes and i usually burn or get a little color and I mean a little color. My family is part indian, my mom is dark, but my dad is white, so i got stuck in the middle with more white complex. Also my skin imperfections, acne, blackheads, dry skin. It all adds up in the end. I tend to do a good job in taking care of my skin, but sometimes it gets a head of me. Some mornings I wake up and look at my face and want to crawl back to bed until it looks better to me, others I get really excited because my face starts to clear up. 


Size:
I think I'm actually a good average height. Im about 5 foot 10.5 inches and slender. I won't say skinny because Im not, nor am i over weight. I don't have the washboard abs or huge muscles that society wants every guy to have. One thing I do like about my size is my legs because they have some good muscles on them and I like to thank dancing for that. 


Looks:
I have always been changing looks since I was a baby. When i was a newborn i was chubby and I mean FAT!!! I started to lose all the baby fat as I grew up and became active in soccer and tumbling, but when i stopped doing both those activities my body went to shit and i started to gain weight. I only noticed this one summer when i was looking through picture my mom took of me out swimming in our lake and I saw all this flab. I started to exercise a lot more to keep the weight. I also loved to change my hair color and I still do. I have had several hair colors from Black to orange to blonde, or from yellow to red. Ive done a lot to my hair. No one ever understood why, or liked it but I see hair as hair and it deserves to change. I am always changing my looks everyday because I get bored easily.






At the end of the day i can tell you all about my body, but my body is me and its who I am. If you don't like it then move on. I respect who I am and who other people are. Fuck Capitalism and Society!